I deleted my life is like a jawbreaker post, but apparently someone quoted that post a whole bunch on their own blog... So i'll try to rewrite it to the best of my abilities.
Life is like a jawbreaker. At first, you don't really know what you're in for. You start tasting it and you find that there is a different color under the exterior. You continue to lick at it and hey, different colors. Eventually you get bored so you put it to the side for a bit. Later you continue and what do you know? More colors. You can't even just bite into the thing because it will break YOU. You feel like you should just give up, but you might as well finish what you've already started. Or else all that time-consuming work would amount to nothing. So if you're one of those people that think this way, you keep going at it. And depending on how hard you worked at it, the end result will either be very sweet, or terribly sour.
If my end is sweet, great. If it's sour, oh well. Doesn't mean I'm going to give up. God or no God, I don't want to leave feeling like I didn't do SHIT in this world. And the fact that I believe in God makes my positive willpower that much stronger. I just want to know. Whether my "end" is bad or good... That is all.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
So a very opinionated person told a friend of mine that my blogs are about nothing. What does that exactly mean? I am obviously writing about something, many times something that i'm not sure about, so what does he/she mean? What exactly is nothing? To me it seems that nothing in itself is something. So can there really be a nothing, without it being... Something? Isn't there always a something for a nothing? You can call something nothing, yet have a name for that nothing thus making it something. So i'm going to use my twisted way of articulating matters to regard his/her comment as a compliment. So thank you.